To my special friend.

Things can change so easily, isn't it. I still remember how you helped me to overcome my downturn, helped me in my soul searching. But now, I feel helpless because I can't do the same for you, when you're in trouble.

I hate it when I can't do anything for you; I hate it when I no longer can give advices to you and make you feel better; and what I hate he most is, I've become one of your troubles. 

I really miss those days when we both cracked into laughters with the lame jokes we shared. Talking bout stupid things in our boring life, as simple as what we had for lunch and how my tummy is feeling warm and round from good dinners. 

I really miss this special friend, who is always there for me. During my ups, and my downs. I wish I can be there too for you. But, if time is what you need, I shall give you that. 

I don't really pray, but this time from the deepest of my heart, I wish you can be strong, you can find your happiness and smile again. Just like you always do! *hugs*